im more of an "and" guy ...than an "or" guy

i try to be decisive, and i usually am, but even in events when i want 2 things and cant decide ill always try to have both/all of the options, and i usually succeed in that

i want my cake AND i want to eat it too, .. "or" isnt a word i like and not one i use too much .. some goes for "no" XD

"can i have a cookie?" .. yes ... AND ill give you cake too :p

but rarely .. i will run across a decision that forces me to chose .. yes OR no
and just about always these are choices with regards to relationships (romantic or otherwise)

were there is a part of me that wants "X" .. but another part of me that wants "Y" and i CAN NOT have both
and i know that choosing one will not resolve my internal conflict, as even if i choose "Y" .. ill still want "X"

i'm sad to admit, in those cases i tend to ... freeze, utterly unable to make the choice, not sure what to do
what part of me do i listen too?

i want to ... but i dont want to ...