State of affairs
11 years ago
Hi all. I want to thank my watchers, some new ones I have inexplicably aquired despite my total abandonment of this place. I'm honoured and I feel I owe you an explanation.
First, a long-running animation job leaves me with little spare time, during which I am often creatively spent. Second, I am still battling the worst art block of my life, where I often have runs of days when I don't feel like drawing at all, and I'm desperate to get over this. Part of that is that awful, awful feeling when the works of talented artists (many of which I watch here) discourage me rather than inspire me, for I fear that I will never reach their level and/or am jealous of their ability to do something that I wish with all my heart I could. For these reasons, my lack of contribution to my gallery is perhaps more understandable.
I haven't abandoned FA, but it's become very cumbersome for me to keep track of all the artists I watch. And while I sort out my personal issues, I fear that this site has taken a backseat to my foremost priorities. I appreciate the watches, guys, and maybe one day I'll have reclaimed my art spark to start posting stuff again. But until then, pop over to my tumblr to see all sorts of cartoon stuff. And my nsfw tumblr for the... you know. Ciao. :)
First, a long-running animation job leaves me with little spare time, during which I am often creatively spent. Second, I am still battling the worst art block of my life, where I often have runs of days when I don't feel like drawing at all, and I'm desperate to get over this. Part of that is that awful, awful feeling when the works of talented artists (many of which I watch here) discourage me rather than inspire me, for I fear that I will never reach their level and/or am jealous of their ability to do something that I wish with all my heart I could. For these reasons, my lack of contribution to my gallery is perhaps more understandable.
I haven't abandoned FA, but it's become very cumbersome for me to keep track of all the artists I watch. And while I sort out my personal issues, I fear that this site has taken a backseat to my foremost priorities. I appreciate the watches, guys, and maybe one day I'll have reclaimed my art spark to start posting stuff again. But until then, pop over to my tumblr to see all sorts of cartoon stuff. And my nsfw tumblr for the... you know. Ciao. :)
Malice999
~malice999
Hope to see art from you soon
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