It's hard trying to find that one, Being betrayed by some. left behind by others. It's the hardest thing to do but there is always someone who says, there is always someone out there for you but what if you don;t find that someone. what if you don;t find that one and die alone. Does that make your life meaningless? Sure the experiences you had might have been awesome but it's not the same with out the one who loves you for who you are and what type of person you are to them. For some it's easy and for some it's not. but for those who are lucky enough, I'm happy for them. But i know i'll be alone for a long time and I'll deal with it.

Please don't ask me what this is all about, please don't even think about it. I just need to deal with this myself