Well, I can't say I know how you feel. (Apparently, I am quite smart) But throughout the numerous books I have read, I have been able to... Comprehend. I don't know if you really have to compose in music (my school music teacher had to interpret by what she told us) thought it is not an easy path. Literature must not absolutely be long. Some of the greatest stories or poems were short. I am hopping for the best to you. Life can be hard. (Never experienced it thought). I wish you will find something. I may not know you, but from the short look on your page, you seem to be a nice person, a sad one a little, but kind. I could never stand to see others in pain. I know it sounds cliché, but hang is there, and never lose hope.

Aww, thanks. My options are still up in the air, and I have some time to think it all over. Thank you for all the advice, and don't worry, I still have hope, no matter how bleak it may seem. =]

Community colleges are not just for dumb people, and it isn't necessarily easier there either. Whatever decision you make, just remember that you only see the turn, and not the road ahead.

That's a good piece of advice. I just have to keep... turning. Over and over and over again. God, I don't think I can keep turning on the track I set out on, it's just making me sick. But thank you, and you are right. Maybe community college is still worth a look into.