Not only am I stressed about passing my first year of college, but I've been kind of upset and depressed lately. I'm trying to apply for a part time job for the summer, and I'm taking a summer class as well. But this spring was just a pain in the ass for me. I'm seriously low on money, because I've been using most of it to pay for my tuition, and I have hardly any customers for commissions. But that's not the worst part, a certain asshole on Skype set me,  TMNTfan1992,  DonatelloHamato,  Allan,  MysteryFanBoy91, and  KiratheVampireCollie with a stalker on FA. Needless to say, it got ugly real fast. And along with that, I've having trouble sleeping because I've been suffering from heavy hay fever (allergy season), and I feel like death right now. To add further insult to injury, my left arm feels like it was inflated a bit because it hurts every time I move it, nothing broken, but it hurts. The real kicker is that I've feeling upset, depressed, and envious due to someone praising my friends work and making me feel insufficient. My friend hates it because he wants to draw for fun, and behavior like that got him screwed over on DA. Not mentioning any names, and I feel I can't tell him that it hurts in me in many ways because I feel he won't listen to me. It makes me upset just thinking about it. I seriously hope this summer is a turning point for me..

~Alex