I'M SORRY
11 years ago
♥ "i wanna ruin our friendship, we should be lovers instead" ♥ I sincerly and genuinely apologize to everyone right now.
If only I can ask for forgiveness.
I'm sorry for all of you who are waiting for commissions,
all of you waiting for badges, YCHs, fursuits, etc.
I know I'm slow, and sometimes hard to work with,
but I appreciate your understanding.
I feel so bad when I don't have an update,
or anything to show you guys. I really do.
I wish school was over already so I can focus on catching up.
I feel like I've told everyone this already,
but I'll have it here just to make sure everyone knows:
I've had a lot on my plate lately.
Too much, really.
Even though the play is over (which was from February until a few weeks ago),
I still have a million other things to do.
I'm almost graduating, so a lot of ordering, paperwork and speeches are underway.
Not only that, but I'm catching up on schoolwork.
If I don't, no graduation.
Which would be a damn shame, since I've gotten all As in school.
Also, I'm in the GSA, and we've been doing a lot these past few weeks.
Pink Prom planning (a LGBTQIA+ safe, inclusive prom),
and the TeachOUT program worked with us to bring Ivan Coyote,
a famous author and speaker, to our school.
That happened today, and was marvelous.
Feel free to ask about it!
And on top of all of actual work,
I've been dealing with a lot of emotional stress.
I need to go to the doctors for official testing to see if I'm bipolar,
on top of social anxiety and clinical depression
(which has been severe to the point that I am scared).
I really need to get some help, but don't have time.
So, please understand if I do not reply for a few days.
I might be busy, or trying to catch up on sleep, which is scarce.
Thank you everyone for being so understanding of me.
I think of you all all the time.
And I worry that you may be upset because of my slowness.
Just know that no matter what, things will get done eventually!
Thank you.
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Xeny Im sure that we all know how hard It is to balance a lot of things at once. Bottom line is that we have to manage each one individualy and set by importance to creat less stress. take it easy. one step at a time~
And I feel ya, anxiety suuuucks.
But, I'm going to major in Art at Portland State University.
And Ivan was AWESOME. A super wonderful story teller, and they're really very kind :3