I really wish I knew what I wanted to do with my life. Or had an obvious skill or something.

You always hear from successful people, and they always say they knew what they wanted to do with their life, or they got lucky one day and something they did just sorta took off. But you never hear about the people who are successful because they do what they can at something they don't actually enjoy. But I don't know what I enjoy. I like talking to my friends and playing video games, but I can't use that kind of stuff to pay the rent. It sucks because I feel like whatever I do, my heart won't be in it, and I'm never going to be successful.

It gets really depressing. I don't have any goals to work towards, other than "Don't fail college." I don't even like the program I picked out. (Accounting, before you ask)

I just don't feel like I have any direction to my life, and it sucks and makes me curl up in a ball a lot.