I have friend who is a Zoo, that is someone who not only enjoys antho but also animals as-is.. so to speak. To be honest, I suffer a bit of an 'ick' factor when it comes to thinking about Zoo.. I find zoomorphic genitalia unattractive and with most animals with a relatively low age mentality, there is just too much of a power difference. I just can't justify it in my mind, but just because I don't like a thing means others or friends have to agree with me.

I really have had to get grips on my own furryness, was I "really" a fur? I think I am, but my furryness isn't sexual. I know it's an odd sort of mental origami, but my furrynes isn't sexual, and yet I am a sexual being. I love animals, I find so much beauty in the natural world that I would love to have the technology to somehow incorporate that into me. I guess you could say that by being furry I am not trashing my human nature or religiously embracing a non-human animal nature, but finding a hybrid of the two. Sometimes it's hard having a deep desire to dream, and yet have such a starkly logical mind, one of the reasons why I choose the name Janus is those conflicting natures.