I mean seriously...I just had Kolby over and all she did was play on her phone and say she was going to Lily's after she visits us. Well come to find out she lied and said she was actually going to go to the refuge instead! And to put the icing on the cake, she said she wanted to hang out with me...but she never said anything.

What, do I only exist when she wants or needs something? Cause all she does is just come over for weed and food. Just...I don't understand people these days...I just can't handle this sort of "friendship" these days....what IS friendship anymore? Its like it has no meaning anymore...

I'm so stuck...