A family member of mine
11 years ago
Thousands of times I may die.
Only once upon a time till I cry.
Only once upon a time till I cry.
Has passed away
My oldest brother Mark William Glenn is dead he committed suicide 4 days ago. Shot himself directly in the head.
I am alone, and scared now don't know what to do I am crying as we speak.
My oldest brother Mark William Glenn is dead he committed suicide 4 days ago. Shot himself directly in the head.
I am alone, and scared now don't know what to do I am crying as we speak.
FA+

find friends, anyone, sit down with them and cry,
and once your are done crying, cry more,
wail, scream, do whatever you need to,
and once you can think again, try to set his memory not as the suicide,
but as all the happy memories you have had with him.
it is always rough, dealing with a dead sibling or relative.
When my aunt died i didn't know how to react, i saw all the people around me crying but i didn't feel anything,
my advice is to stay with the people you love, be that friends, family, or that stranger on the street that you bumped into by accident. just find someone to be with who can consolidate you and make you feel better.
I hope this helps, i don't know of any more i can do...
My sincere condolences
Benji