So, there's a lot going on that I am not really wanting to talk about. A few things I can bring up, sure, but other than what I mention, please don't try and get things out of me. I'm not willing or ready to discuss them.

1) Someone who is like a father figure to me (my road daddy) has been hospitalized. He went in for surgery 6 days ago, and while under anesthesia, he had a heart attack. This had effect on his brain stem, which has put him into a coma. Until this morning there had been no change. I got a message saying that his vitals are starting to slow down, and that it doesn't look good. Please keep him and his family in your thoughts/prayers.

2) Having a hard time dealing with some things going on in my life. Some major changes may be happening soon, and I'm not sure if I'm ready for them or not. Some good some bad.

3) Shutting people out. Some of you may or may not feel like I'm shutting you out. I'm not trying to, honestly...I'm just shutting down in general. Trying to keep face only gets me so far. Not to mention I've been fighting with a few close friends...I'm just done with everything.

So those are the top three things going on. I just needed to write a new journal, really, to let you all know what's going on. I know maybe 5 of you will read this, and to those 5 people, I'm grateful to have you.

Hope everything is good with you guys. <3