After sitting on it for a good long while
11 years ago
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Twitter | Tumblr | Patreon | Defans Amis: A comic about Drugs, Bombs and Dead Things I've discovered that I'm largely asexual. Been filled with testosterone for a year and a half, with steadily decreasing depression and steadily more noticeable extreme lack of interest in sex. I'm fairly convinced that the interest I had before was due to pressure from a previous abusive relationship. The small bits where I do feel attraction to people will be to just about anyone, though. Romantic interest occurs in roughly the same manner. It's really fitting though, considering it all basically matches my gender as well - some weird agender/third gender thing.
Just felt like putting that tidbit about me out on more solid ground; it's mostly been floating in my head for a while. Shit's wacky sometimes!
Just felt like putting that tidbit about me out on more solid ground; it's mostly been floating in my head for a while. Shit's wacky sometimes!
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Previous relationship was honestly less of pressure to do things and more of just straight up requirement and abuse. It put me behind on learning a lot about myself - especially regarding gender issues - but it's over, everything is largely better now and that's all that really counts. C: I feel like announcing these discoveries really helps, too. It makes me think about it firmly and concisely because if I make that announcement and I had jumped to conclusions, I'm kind of an ass lol.
But for real, man; weird positive effect of pulling out of traumatic experience: "ain't gonna deal with your shit" attitude.