Yes it's Tuesday again with questions and answers and all that crap. But today I feel I need to get this off my chest. Can't believe I'm writing this but especially since this coming from a 31 year old here. Over the weekend I had an old friend visiting me from NY. Known him since 2006 and would talk on and off. But the highlight of this past weekend just felt so guilty. Now, I am a single fur and still looking for the right fur out there, yet this has been eating at me. My old bud every now and then would tell me he loves me, yet it hurts me each time to say that because I have no feelings for him, I see him just as a friend and nothing more. But all that happened was nothing but pure lust. Lots of it and last night I was ready to cry. Came home from the casino after meeting up with a fellow fur up there and was so tired just undressed in my tank top and undies. Crashed on my bed and that was when my friend advanced on me. I was too tired to say stop, yet that was my fault for being a softy because I didn't want to hurt his feelings so I let him had his way with me. After he left with his stuff to go back to NY I was ready to cry. Didn't know what else to do so I called a friend and just told him what happened. I cried over the phone during the explanation as I didn't know what else to do. Kinda felt better afterwards but I feel it's not gonna end until I call my bud today to set the ground rules. Never have I felt so violated, yet guilty for giving into the temptation of it