Yeah well I just had the roughest night ever. Emotionally that is. First me and some friends gathered at one of my friends place to play some D&D board game. All went fine except that all night I watched the girl who I guess I love make out with an girl. (wich was hot in a way but it still hurt...) We finished the scenario and started playing "truth or dare" wich went fine. No one got hurt etc. (I got a lap dance^^) Then things started to go downwards.... First one of the three girls who were there got a huge panic attack or something like that. I mean she couldn't breath, she didn't realize where she was and it just looked really really scary. We got her to settle down after a while. Then another girl from the three got a different sort of panic attack. Atleast she could breath but she was shaking uncontrollably and mumbled something. After we got her to calm down a little bit the first girl went down again. After we got her to calm down (again) the other one went down again. After she calmed down the third girl lost feeling from her other leg. Luckily it passed quickly... The two girls kept going down for maybe 2-3 hours and in the end one of them was triening to cut herself with small scissors. Me and the first girl ( who had calmed down for good. thank god) needed to use a little bit of force to get them away from her. Also the third girl was crying hysterically at this point. When we finally got them all to calm down it was already almost seven in the morning. It was really rough to watch all this... Even though I only know one of them propely. It was just that I felt really helpless since neither of the two girls really like me (or so it seems) so I really felt that I couldn't help them in any way.

I don't really expect any comments on this one since this is just something I had to write since my mom doesen't understand the severness of the sitsuation so i really just had to get it out somewhere.