I'm posting from my phone, so this should be fairly short and probably confusing.

Ever think of the past occasionally and then get hit with a pretty hard lumpy slump rock to the head that fills your mind with near-depressing and just plain sad thoughts? Like... I visited deviantart website a little while back. it says I've been a member for 6-or-so years... and when I saw that, I thought of all my real-life friends I used to see on a day-to-day basis and we would share things we thought about through art and that website... and now I'm not friends with any of them anymore. we've all had our disputes and gone separate ways. it makes me sad because, although all my friends here are great, I only really know like... 5 of you in real life. and 3/5 of those are, guess what- no longer my friends anymore. then I have my bro and my ex.
I think my heart is just lonely when it gets reminded of what I once.had. all the friendships I used to have... I don't know how to fix it since my social life is absolutely shit because.of all the work I do or all the work my real friends do. and even with internet to stay connected here again, when.do I have the time?
*sighs*
I just needed to get that off my chest.
I'm out.

~~Eraya~~