So it turns out about at 3 in the morning last night i got a stomach virus where i puked and stuff about 20 times each... it was horrific, i feel severely dehydrated yet my body isnt having any of it, water, crackers, whatever else... its horrific and it hurts so much....

On other news i got an apartment but its about 420 dollars a month, thankfully my mother is helping me by paying half each month yet I wont be able to last until august, i dont know what to do, i feel scared as hell and it just sucks that this happeneed to me. I've been trying to find a job but all of you know how that goes, where you file for 20 to 25 jobs and you hear back from none because yoru resume sucks, you put down the wrong people as yoru references. You know that sorta thing... I just wish i could be able to live and survive instead of having to wait everything out and not spend a single penny on anything that would help out this apartment. ah well...

How are all of you doing?