alot of my friends are wondering if im still active and alive and yes i am just trying to get my life back in order ever since my last journal post i decided to you know take some time off from the fandom again so far things havent changed still unemployed trying my best to get out of the house to hang out friends but most of them are in CT and i have very lil friends down here so yeah...ims till surviving just after reading some of the comments of myt last journal post not going to lie i cried reading what you guys responded and thats pretty much what i gotta keep in mind that i have ppl that care for me and want me to do good in life, and i pretty much wanna say thank you all for looking out for me in this difficult time im going through but least i have you guys to help me through it...and in other news no i wont be going to AC2014 i had friends asking me about this and i cant im still broke and tried everything butim hoping to be their next year..and oh yeah i got a new phone to replace my other one cause my old phone i dropped cracked the screen so my family got me a new one but it didnt save all my contacts if you have my number text me your name so i can save your number and for ppl that what my number note me and i'll send it to ya...and i think thats it, im trying to be more active on FA but no promises and if anyone can drag me out of the house that would be great it will get me out of the basement...so yeah hope to see you guys in the near future