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Where did you go Runzi?? (Why I've been gone)
11 years ago
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I've been gone from most of the interweb for a couple weeks now and I'm not sure how much I'll be on for a while still but I wanted to keep you guys updated!
So all in the course of a couple of weeks my grandmother passed away, I was scheduled to tour a college I want to go to, my ferret had to go into surgery, my parents finally decided they are in fact moving to nebraska for a year, and we did a three day yard sale from about 8am to 6pm all of memorial day weekend. On top of that a very close friend of mine decided to try and join the air force, not a bad thing but still more stress. All of this while I'm working 9 to 5 almost every weekday.
So things are pretty stressful and busy... I'm ok but I won't be able to be on as much for a while until things calm down. I've had very little time for myself lately and have spent most of it trying to relax a bit x.x
My grandmother was sick and had already figured out her stuff so we knew it was coming but even saying goodbye to her you don't really realize what's happening you know? I'm sure I'll be better with it all after the funeral.
Yeah, even knowing it's coming, it still doesn't really hit you until the moment it comes. My experience is that the advanced warning stretches some of the pain more thinly over a longer period of time, making the final moment a bit less painful, but the final moment is still where it really gets you. Hopefully the funeral helps. *hugs*