i know how you feel. i used to be that way too, and i sometimes still am. but really only when i forget to take my flower essences. you can get them at most large health stores, i think. i usually order them online. basically they're this tasteless liquid that comes in droppers and you put a few drops in whatever you're drinking every day and they correct emotional imbalances in your brain. i've been prescribed with prozac and bipolar medication before, but i've NEVER really felt better unless i get into the habit of taking the flower essences every day.

i know i sound like a dumb commercial but every time i see a journal about depression i feel like i jerk if i don't share what's helped me.

http://www.bachflower.com/emotions.htm

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Hehe, good advices are always appreciated :3
I have no idea if I can get them here, but it's work looking into

D: This worries me terribly, mute-love. Talk to me sometime, pleeeeeease? <3

Aww *hugs*
You know where to catch me X3

If you ever reached a state of happyness that means you can do it again, thats a huge step. You have tasted the flavor of pain and your memories makes you remember how it was and you don't want to go back to it now that you got out of it.
We all have a way different reason to sink into a depression so all I do for you is support you in anyway you think you could escape from it.

You're so right.. Back, when I hit rock bottom, I didn't see any hope in the future at all, and thought everything would just go downhill from there, but I did reach happiness after then, and I know I somehow will again, if I do get a serious depression soon :3