Attention commissioners
11 years ago
I've been trying really really hard to get my shit together, I promise.
But now I'm literally just struggling to keep myself from just committing suicide.
I can't actually make any promises as to what will happen next, so for the time being, I am refunding everyone.
If I make it through this and get to a safe place in my life I will contact you again and see if you're still interested in the art. I'm really sorry you guys.
But now I'm literally just struggling to keep myself from just committing suicide.
I can't actually make any promises as to what will happen next, so for the time being, I am refunding everyone.
If I make it through this and get to a safe place in my life I will contact you again and see if you're still interested in the art. I'm really sorry you guys.
Which is why I said it in a nice way and not yelling at you for something that you say while trying to help.
I know it's hard, hun but you don't want a permanent solution for a temporary problem, okay? I know none of these words seem like anything more than bullshit when you are depressed. I've been there, I have wanted to commit suicide and I have even though that no one would even miss me including my children so I know how hard this can be.
But I have faith in you, Bwee. You are a good person and a good artist. Take a break, cry, work on healing yourself and call the Suicide Prevention line if you are really feeling shitty. There are online chats as well. You need to take time to heal yourself. Okay? Be safe. Try writing a list of things that make you feel good. A kittens purr, the feeling you get when you complete a fursuit, the fun you have at a con....etc.
Take time for yourself above and beyond anyone else. You are the only person who really matters at the moment. You.
We all love you and we would miss you.
It's good to know that there are people out there who'd miss me...
-hugs- thanks for being such a good friend uvu
If you ever need to talk to someone, you can message me.