So I have the busiest summer ever this year.
Gotta finish a suit commission, finish my own suit for AC which i can't start till this other suit is done (thank God I have the materials), got tournament prep, summer health, and I'm heading to China for a whole month.

I've just made myself really stressed though because I have about 20 days to finish 2 suits. I'll have to really push myself to get everything done, but I think I can do it if I work all day long for a week or two.

I'm hoping my mom will even let me go to AC. We're paying for so much right now because of some school classes and this trip to China, so she doesn't want to pay for this. I told her I could pay for it but I think she's skeptical... I'm just really hoping everything works out. Tomorrow is my last set of finals and then I'm free from school, so I should have a lot more time to do stuff and be more willing. One of my problems is by the time I get home from school I'm so tired that I start falling asleep, and have no will to work on anything important. I feel guilty about it, but it's really something that's hard to change because it's hard to force myself to do things I really am not in the mood to do, ya know? Those feelings are starting to disappear though, so maybe I can trudge through this and make shit happen.