So in light of all the crap that's been happening, Spirit pulled a few awesomes. Not only are we going to PAX Prime in August, not only are we going to Rain Furrest, but he managed to find the tickets for The End's Summer Camp, which is a full day concert featuring a whole bunch of groups we both really like, and for almost twenty bucks cheaper than buying them through the site!

I can't wait till August now :D

Ontop of that, Friday will be game night in Everet, and Tuesday Spirit will have the final interview with the client. If all goes well, he'll be promoted to site sup officially and have weekends off with me -happy dances-

Not going to linger on what's loss, not going to wallow on the shoulda woulda coulda. I'm going to keep my face turned to the sun and let the warmth sink in. There's too much good in this life to dwell in the darkness. Perhaps that's why there's such a distance between Nite and me now. I'm done with clinging to the cold dead moon and distant stars. I'd rather rejoice in the warmth of the lively sun. The night can hide so much ugliness and terrors. I no longer fear what the light of day might reveal because my life, with all the problems I still have, isn't such an ugly thing anymore. I know who I am now, and thanks to my Spirit, my mate, my sunshine, I can happily embrace the person I'm becoming. He's so good to me, that I ~want~ to be better for him. He invites me into the sunlight, and it doesn't burn or blind when I'm with him.

Wow. The knowledge has been there for quite some time, but it's still a revelation seeing it all come together like this. Just... Wow....