okay, the appointment turned out okay i think...

i went out and told her everything in hopes that she will understand, and i volunteered to let her see my chat logs, hoping to show her that i am sure of my current position... things went pretty well i think, but now, i have to wait 2 weeks for the next appointment...

she seems to be leaning towards fully monitored internet though x.x

i think windows 8 has irc apps though, my mother might let me use deviantart under her supervision, and i might be able to use furaffinity and everything else through a proxy or whatever it is called...