why do I even bother taking requests...I havent draw any of them at all...why cant I darw

I dont get it!!!...I cant draw...LOOK AT THE BLANK PAGE AND THEN MY MIND GOSE BLANK >.=.< DAMNIT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh* -.=.- im sorry...all i can say is, requests will take...I know...all funking year if im luky

look long stroy short I cant bring my self to draw...please under stand