glub

been thinkin,this may sound either weird or okay,definately out of the blue.but i feel that i should save my intimate things (other than my art) with someone im in love with,it was fun roleplaying with random people but it gets old with every person that comes and goes. offline other than friends i dont really see alot of people,no matter how many random encounters online,it doesn't change that.Just playing with people ill never see that i really don't feel intimately connected to over cyberspace.sexual roleplay online barely does anything for me anymore,and my real world devices collect dust being unused(if i had any in the real world).blah.not necessarily sad,not sad at all actually,i just want to pull away from the online world and venture into the unknown offline.In hopes of finding someone,that sees me for me and not an avatar/image of my character.