A very personal update
11 years ago
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♥ Hello, well, you guys are probably tired of seeing my journals talking about bad things, but this is the only way that I find to be able to take some things off my chest and talk with you and know what you guys think or even what you want to in connection to several things, well now this is just a very personal update of mine.
So, I live only with my mother in a house in the suburb of Anápolis and the last two months we had some financial problems, the bills started to accumulate and my mother's wage could not keep up, I've been studying in college in two periods in order to graduate and I'm not working because time is really really short and I'm very stressed about all those tests, the art was a way of escape to try to relieve some of the bills, but it hasnt been effective due to my slow performance in making arts without missing the quality
Moreover, as many of you may know, I have an anxiety problem, and do not have irl company is aggravating it seriously, I feel alone and lost in the world, and due to the delay in payment my internet is very slow and often crash abruptly, and then I lose contact with the world and with my mate who is 1960 km (1230mi) away from me, that sucks.
Well, again, I apologize for posting this, I really needed to get this off my chest, and know that I have friends and people here to support me really relieves me a lot spite of all the stress.
And I promise to finish the commissions as soon as possible, I dont like to run away of the commitment, and leave you guys waiting... it has taken away my peace of mind
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So, I live only with my mother in a house in the suburb of Anápolis and the last two months we had some financial problems, the bills started to accumulate and my mother's wage could not keep up, I've been studying in college in two periods in order to graduate and I'm not working because time is really really short and I'm very stressed about all those tests, the art was a way of escape to try to relieve some of the bills, but it hasnt been effective due to my slow performance in making arts without missing the quality
Moreover, as many of you may know, I have an anxiety problem, and do not have irl company is aggravating it seriously, I feel alone and lost in the world, and due to the delay in payment my internet is very slow and often crash abruptly, and then I lose contact with the world and with my mate who is 1960 km (1230mi) away from me, that sucks.
Well, again, I apologize for posting this, I really needed to get this off my chest, and know that I have friends and people here to support me really relieves me a lot spite of all the stress.
And I promise to finish the commissions as soon as possible, I dont like to run away of the commitment, and leave you guys waiting... it has taken away my peace of mind
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There's nothing you have to apologize for, there will ever be people here glad to give you an hear and if necessary a paw.
It's sick when you lack irl friends, as they're the one who can act every day to help you fight sadness, frustrations, fears. But even if they're far, you have friends loving you, a mate loving you, you're a sweet person and a very good artist. You shoul try focus on that and be proud. I know is not as easy as to say, but that's it.
*my tightest hug*
* hugs you really tight holding my breath trying not cry* thanks
*Hugs* Just keep your head up high...
Be strong for not just your mom, or your mate... but for yourself.
Things will get better over time c:
And if you ever need a random puppy floppy ear to talk to, don't hesitate to talk with me :3
We all gotta look out for each other ^^
Just keep being a sweetie pie and you'll do just fine :)