i feel like nothing i ever do is right and i just want to crawl under a rock and hide away from the world..sighs..and relationships that were once there feel distant and strained...i just need a huge hug and a shoulder to cry on for awhile...ill be ok im gonna go hide....bye...

he just walked away
Why didn't he tell me?
And where do I go tonight?
This isn't happening to me
This can't be happening to me
he didn't say a word
Just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
this was my first love
he was the first to go
And when he left me for you
I was the last to know

Why didn't she tell me
Where to go tonight?
he didn't say word
he just walked away

You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
this was my first love
he was the first to go
And when he left me for you
I was the last to know

I'll be the first to say
That now I'm okay
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when he leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know ....

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care.
I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love.
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint...
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away - you're all the same...

It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough

This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside I feel like screaming

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

I'm finding out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever made
Baby what's it like to be alone?
(Baby, what's it like to be alone)
I don't want to know, I don't want to know

She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one
But my doubts somehow they sold me out

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know
(More than we want to know)
About how we're letting go
(About how we're letting go)

So baby be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost what we started
And found out much more than we want to know

I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away.....

Torn in two she lies awake
The moon lights up the room like day
Another night she spends alone
Without his touch her skin so cold

The blood that's running through her veins
With every beat there's no escape
Lost in everything she trusts
Still can't seem to get enough

Even though the world she loved
It won't ever be the way it was
And his heart of stone left her's breaking.

Every night she cries
And dies a little more each time
Say you love me
Nothing left inside
Say you love me
And the silence will set her free

Memories they take her back
Every moment fades to black
Every kiss and every taste
She wishes time would ease the pain

Even though the world she loved
It won't ever be the way it was
And her heart is weak her hands are shaking

Every night she cries
And dies a little more each time
Say you love me
Nothing left inside
Say you love me
And the silence will set her free

And every night she cries

I don't know if I'll ever make this right
Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness
And I'm so scared of this
I don't know if I'll ever make this right
Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness
And I'm so scared

Even though the world she loved
It won't ever be the way it was
And his heart of stone left her's breaking

Every night she cries
And dies a little more each time
Say you love me
Nothing left inside
Say you love me
And the silence will set her free

..idk if i'll ever be free...