A happier update:
11 years ago
Never underestimate the power of a cute dragon movie to lift one's spirits.
I wonder now what actions I took are in fact, in error? I don't regret decisions I've made; at the time they are made I make the best decision I see in front of me. Even so, I've reached a point where I feel that I've over-exerted myself financially as well as physically (heat exhaustion, at work, whee).
Anyway, I've gone from being despondent or depressed about my situation to examining what doors are open to me today. There are so many things I could be doing, and right now I'm choosing to learn from people as I run a Pathfinder game, and may be able to focus on that rather than... other things.
Some less obvious things going on that are also affecting me negatively at this point:
- The place where I felt I was the only one fighting for a new and better country is truly falling apart.
- My inheritance is headed (soon) to the scrapyard.
- I am beginning to believe that the fewer things I have (or have to take care of), the happier I am.
I wonder now what actions I took are in fact, in error? I don't regret decisions I've made; at the time they are made I make the best decision I see in front of me. Even so, I've reached a point where I feel that I've over-exerted myself financially as well as physically (heat exhaustion, at work, whee).
Anyway, I've gone from being despondent or depressed about my situation to examining what doors are open to me today. There are so many things I could be doing, and right now I'm choosing to learn from people as I run a Pathfinder game, and may be able to focus on that rather than... other things.
Some less obvious things going on that are also affecting me negatively at this point:
- The place where I felt I was the only one fighting for a new and better country is truly falling apart.
- My inheritance is headed (soon) to the scrapyard.
- I am beginning to believe that the fewer things I have (or have to take care of), the happier I am.
FA+

Hope things work out.
Httyd is How To Train Your Dragon. :3