I've been waiting for things to settle down for me here but I know they won't.
I was on a handful of different medications, and I was a wreck.
I've finally decided to not be on any medications and now I'm starting to feel more like myself.
I've started to do more of what I love, playing with my dogs and gaming and painting.


Next month I'm visiting family in Iowa
I'm meeting up with some of my family members from Washington and we are all going to Iowa.
I'm pretty excited.
I need space, and time to clear my head.

And then mid September I'm packing up whatever will fit in my car, and my dogs and I are making the long drive home to Washington.
I'll be making a few stops on the way to visit friends in Arizona, New Mexico, Cali, but for the most part I plan on driving as much as I can.

I miss Washington so much.
Texas is great and all, but it isn't for me.
I don't belong here.

Coming to this decision was really hard, but I don't regret it.