Depression Inbound ((read if you really feel like it...))
11 years ago
I feel as if i don't feel like i'm worth anything to anyone. Like No one really sees me as date able or remotely attractive I don't think. Most of the time I work so really I don't get to talk to many people much. Sure I'm friendly and a lot of people find me as a kind person but I don't think anyone likes me in that way. I'm not doing this for attention or anything...I'm just telling you how I feel. I'm just lonely and to warn many I do have problems with self worth and self esteem issues and i don't think nether gender would ever want to date me at all. Because i'm useless and nothing but a waste of space. I've heard it all and a lot are just words to really make me feel better and a lot don't mean it at all other to feel good about themselves and feel like they did something nice. I've contemplated things but kept myself from them for the sake of family. But i just don't know anymore...I'll be alone for a very long time...

GrandDragoon
~granddragoon
I know exactly how you feel. Believe me. Even now I'm in a relationship, albeit a long distance one, but I find myself pondering if it's real. And I know all too well that even though some people mean the best when they try to comfort you. If there's anything from these words you gather it's this. *Places both hands on your shoulders and looks you in the eye.* You are not useless. You matter someone. They may not have revealed themselves to you yet as they may be shy, or they just haven't crossed your path yet, but. You're put on this beautiful earth for a reason. I am here if you need a listening ear or just chat, I'll try my best to help you. And the only reason why I can say these words is that, like stated before, I know this position personally.