Before we begin, yes this is a vent but it is important to know why sometimes I cant let myself be me orelse my family will judge me. For one my they are homophobic and transfobic, one time my mom said if I ever turn gay she will send me to my grandparents house with no internet and no friends and im not allowd to go to colledge, if I become homosexual or bisexual. And with the transphobic thing, one time me and my mom were driving around philidelphia to find a resteraunt and there were two transgendered individuals there and my mom told me that they were disgusting, ugly and terible people(I dont thing transgendered people are bad, they are just being themselves), my whole family is hypocritical, my mom says that im never ever allowed in my life to dye my hair while at the same time my little sister dyed here hair blue and my big sister had her hair bleached, not to mention my mom has had her hair multiple different colors. And I think the worst part is my mom has said if I ever run away or go to an adoption agency, she will lie to the police and have me put into a juvinile detention center. Oh and my family hates furries, my mom has even said to my face that(in her opinion) the fandom is nothing more that a bunch of 30 year old men with not girlfriends or freetimes for friends at all. Thanks mom, thanks for hitting it were it hurts.
Now me im bisexual, im a furry, and I would die to have my hair dyed. Its comming to a point were im emberassed to be seen around my family, and I have no one to talk to about it, I have no counsolers, no friends to actually help me, and no one to turn to.