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11 years ago
Waaaaassssup Another journal entry.
This is the 7th night in a row where I have woken up in the middle of the night covered in tear's and my own sweat.
on the verge of screaming when I wake up. and I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried sleeping in different places,
but no luck it's always the same. and if I try and go back to sleep I wake up even worse then brfore. more tear's and I almost
do scream from the pain that's not there. the worst part is that I can't remember the dream that's causing this. it's juss
black I can't remember any of it . I don't know what to do anymore and I'm so scared.
but I'm now waking up 5 times a night worse and worse then the last time.
but if I stay awake I'll be bored out of my mind and I won't enjoy any of it....
hm.
so goodnight.
also, maybe you should find distraction... i know its hard to try that, surely when you cant sleep :(
but most of the times distraction is the best, maybe work on sculptures or draw? do something that keeps you busy and i think (i hope) eventually you will get tired and then can get into a sleep :(
*bighugs*
I think that just might be it.
Thank you.
Might want to discuss this with family to see what they can help with.
*hugs* sorry to hear though @~@
I'm not goin going to. ecpessially the fact I don't have the money.
I'm fine thanks though.
I listen to music most of the time and that helps a little.
i dunno if this will help but, try create a guardian dat will fight the darkness with you,
i experience nightmare b4, 3 times same dream... i create something and whenever i cower in fear it always there to fight it off..
( yes this might sound childish, that is why i kept this secret to myself )
1. Its a prank your subconcuse does to get you over your fears.
2. Magic. No one wants to bleive its true but the are some dream spells that cause loss of memory, causes problems in your sleeping habbits, ect.
Over the year's I've put hundred's of thing's behind my mental walls. if not thousand's..... and I think I just have finally filled it more then it can take.
there's not much to say.... I just have been through some dark shit in my life and I've always painted a smile over it and gone on making people smile....
and I just can't do that right now...
have you noticed I haven't exactly been posting all that much of anything that bright....
I just have run out of paint and now it's leaking through the walls and coming out and it hurt's....
We all have been through dark shit, but its just we need each other to get over this dark shit man.
And i'll help you patch and seal up that paint, and make a new streak. :)
when I'm not having those nightmares. I wake up the same way covered in tear's but I can't remember what the dream was.
so I'm just gonna work some on here sense I now have the time and maybe draw some.
wish I was half decent and actually make some cute pictures.
but eh I'm learning with every sketch I make.
I want a writer's opinion and maybe give me some tips to help me out.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5897216/