Deflated
17 years ago
General
I kiss too much
I bite/nibble too much
I get a little too friendly too much
....
all of this translates to...
"You don't physically attract me, You're a nice guy, but something about you just turns me off. I think I'll go find someone else, but i'll still be nice to you, y'know just in case I can't find someone better. BYE"
...Not there for emotional support : Reason 1
...I was the "Other Guy" : Reason 2
...I was not physically attractive (fat) : Reason 3
--I'm too frisky? : Reason 4
I'm so confused.
I bite/nibble too much
I get a little too friendly too much
....
all of this translates to...
"You don't physically attract me, You're a nice guy, but something about you just turns me off. I think I'll go find someone else, but i'll still be nice to you, y'know just in case I can't find someone better. BYE"
...Not there for emotional support : Reason 1
...I was the "Other Guy" : Reason 2
...I was not physically attractive (fat) : Reason 3
--I'm too frisky? : Reason 4
I'm so confused.
FA+

The fat thing, no it wasn't that and never will be one of the reasons to why things are as they are now.
You being the other guy no, you tried to claim me on the first day of meet hon, even though we got to meet after not even a month of chatting seriously though the type of attention you gave to me was a bit wrong. I as well am to blame and yeah you can call me an asshole because I wanted to end things because of the pace that things were moving about. As someone already posted it seems our meet-ups were like one night stands not a date. What we had going up seemed like that.....and it was causing me discomfort....i didn't want to say anything to hurt you but I should of because I hurt you more.
None of those reasons are the right reasons, the reason was that the relationship that was being formed wasn't healthy.
I still wish to be your friend and I still care for you but I don't feel that I can continue on a relationship with you because of how things were. I know it was horrible to use my family in a lie but i didn't know how to explain this..... but yeah thats just as it is.
Im sorry but I couldn't continue on with this and how the way things were.
I'm sorry it turned out this way =/
I've lived with two bitches who fuck guys they meet in a single night, only taking time to get to know each others' bodies, and nothing more, and for some god forsaken reason they get to be happy. You take the time to get to know someone and stay far from fucking, and you end up miserable. I want to post a quote, but I don't remember most of it. It equates life to a whore... and there's a clever pun about being screwed... yeah.
You should come visit sometime. It's been almost two months since Thanksgiving. I miss you, coonboy.