Lame update about me I guess!
11 years ago
You guys have probably noticed my art production has plummeted recently, haha. I guess I've been pretty off the last few days!
I couldnt get into the doctor in time to renew a script, so BASICALLY I was off my medication for almost a week. It caused me pretty severe headaches, and awful dizziness. I felt like I had just been thrown off a rollercoaster, it made me so nauseous. That's getting resolved now though, and I can get back to exercise and doodling without vomiting!
Holidays has just started for me, not that I was doing my work to begin with. I was dumb and failed all of my courses intentionally, absolutely obliterating my HD average. But, I think good came from that. Ive learn't not to stress to much about grades. This semester I also learnt what I want to do - keep art fun! A hobby and an emotional release. Scientific Illustration just isn't making me happy. Next month, I will be applying for Nursing and/or Midwifery.
Ive been pretty shitty since the start of the year I guess. Just stress after stress. Changing medications and resisting therapy. Ive gotta thank all of my friends and acquaintances- all those little comments from people, people noting me to ask how I'm holding up - I appreciate it. I get anxious easily, so I'm always super hesitant to reply or even OPEN notes.
TEAL DEER version, Ive been a shitbag this year but it was kinda worth it? Now my fun is over :U
I couldnt get into the doctor in time to renew a script, so BASICALLY I was off my medication for almost a week. It caused me pretty severe headaches, and awful dizziness. I felt like I had just been thrown off a rollercoaster, it made me so nauseous. That's getting resolved now though, and I can get back to exercise and doodling without vomiting!
Holidays has just started for me, not that I was doing my work to begin with. I was dumb and failed all of my courses intentionally, absolutely obliterating my HD average. But, I think good came from that. Ive learn't not to stress to much about grades. This semester I also learnt what I want to do - keep art fun! A hobby and an emotional release. Scientific Illustration just isn't making me happy. Next month, I will be applying for Nursing and/or Midwifery.
Ive been pretty shitty since the start of the year I guess. Just stress after stress. Changing medications and resisting therapy. Ive gotta thank all of my friends and acquaintances- all those little comments from people, people noting me to ask how I'm holding up - I appreciate it. I get anxious easily, so I'm always super hesitant to reply or even OPEN notes.
TEAL DEER version, Ive been a shitbag this year but it was kinda worth it? Now my fun is over :U
By the way, getting too anxious about grades is not really helpful, you're right: take your time and just feel good. Otherwise you'll end to hate what you're doing.