life is

and i giggle at that..

but sometimes the giggeling is dark and morbid.

i was raised to belive that harmony in the home was paramount to a healthy life.

between the lionesses bickering over money. and takeing turns picking at me,
the dog playing with the cat untill the cat gets mad and claws the dog (which starts a row of yelling, and seprating the animals cause "that cat is mean")
the cat not haveing enough sense to avoid the dog before it gets to be too much.

Austerius's paranoia over the houses security

Shadow's stressing over her work.

the broke refregerator thats sitting in my kitchen (long pointless story thou this is prolly the easyest thing for me to fix...)

at the moment im really sick of it.

but the only open door is a really terrifying one for me.
and would destroy 10 years of love, commitments, promises, and freindships.

so i will deal and hopefully things calm down soon.

really is it anywonder that i retreat into SL when possible?

peace!