There is a Billy Joe cobra body pillow o//^//o
There is a big empty space in my bed right now I almost wish I did have a body pillow LOL
Posting this journal perfect timing now that my boyfriend has an account on here. I LOVE YOU DON'T KILL ME PLEASE.

I think once I break out my laptop again I'm going to start doing a lot more personal art in between commissions. I have the strongest urge to draw Billy Joe cobra. I also need to draw some art of me and my love. I haven't drawn us in a really long time and it's mostly because of well.... The gender stuff. And Jib isn't... Well for lack of a better word, he isn't gay or even bi. So I've been reluctant to draw us because I'm not sure how he will feel about it.
Also pertaining to that, I'm not sure what he will call me (other than. Volty) and if he doesn't want to call me his boyfriend even on here that is fine. Just so everyone knows. It doesn't make me any less male. Hehe I'm all giddy saying that. I guess considering he still loves me and is with me despite all this I wonder if this makes him pansexual.
I'm thinking too much.
Anyway I feel like I don't draw nearly enough for myself and that might be part of the reason I've been so stressed out. I got a lot of stuff I need to do both recent and I'm not gonna lie, I've got some pretty old commissions from back when I lived in Michigan. I accepted way too many commissions trying to get home and I lost track of them and more seem to keep popping up that I wasn't aware of. I don't intend to ever let this kind of thing happen again but I'm picking up the pieces. It stresses me out every time I even think about the stuff I still need to do so please bare with me.