A lot has changed in my life over the course of the last few weeks i've come to realize that what i see as a lifestyle is just a fantasy and that reality is what i live in. I am starting to change myself for the better hopefully, i have some friends whom have decided to help me and i am honored of such, I am starting to realize not to trust everyone as there are a lot of assholes out there, I am starting to also look at things more then just inside the box, for example money, I always complain how much i have and what i have to pay to my family to live where i do but when i compair that to the real world for rent you just cant compair it, as much pain as my family has caused me in the past i have to learn to forgive them i am working on doing that deed, now be it that i will be 20 this year in december, i am still very young and can do a lot with my life, in the mean time i hope to get my life more stable and to stop relasping on my behavior patterns and get money sorted out for a future!.

Till then.

Sincerely
Sapphire Fluffytails