Just want to let everybody that  draftstallion2005 and me are no longer mates. Our relationship has been stressful for the both of us for sometime. Since draft has stronger feeling for someone else I felt it was better to let him go so that he could be happy. Love can never be one sided.  So we decided to end it,  draft will continue to live here until he is able to get a new place. As for my future I'm unsure at this time. I'm going to work on the problem with painful standing cause by stress, try to continue with the dancing at S4. More than likely will cut back on furcons until I find someone to go with. Also would like to thank everybody for their support.

Will I look for another mate? Most  likely. Yes I want to have someone special in my live again. I do not want to be alone for the rest of my live. How long do I think it will take? Due to my age a long time. I will not move my root are to deep here. I will likely live out the rest of my life in the house that I'm in now.

Will we remain friends? Yes I still love him but his love for Someone else is stronger. It will he hard to continue to see him and with His new mate coming in the future it will be very difficult. 

How do I feel? Crushed, sad and alone .