so heres another update on whats happening on my end of 'life'.

i had been kicked out from where i was living a few months ago, and had no choice but to move 50something miles from Lamar to a tiiiiiny town called haswell here in Colorado. population here is literally about 30 people :/. Ask any coloradoan and they will tell you that this place isn't even on the map anymore i think. I am still looking for work but now i have to travel 25 to 52 miles in any direction to even apply anywhere. -sigh- not to mention trying to get gas money for my aunt to let me drive her Jeep that far.

I desperately need to get out of Colorado and get everything settled. Living in the middle of buttfuckegypt like this has eroded my once solid grasp on my sanity. but now.. i really worry about what might happen if i cant get out.

i would ask if anybody close to southeastern colorado or anyone near colorado period could help move me out and in with themselves, so that i could go out and find a job eazier but.. i dont want to sound like im just asking a free handout or anything like that, because being that kind of person really goes against who i am.

can anybody who reads this please send this journal out to everyone they know that would be interested in helping me out, even just helping me find out about any and all available work between Lamar CO up to La Junta CO? I would be greatly in anyones debt that could this for me.


I'll try to update/answer notes/answer comments again as soon as i can. Hope to hear from you guys again soon!