My final poem for Draft and about my feelings
11 years ago
Forgive for me for any spelling or other issues.
I guess for Draft to be my mate
Was never really going to be my fate
Now what to do
Cause I feel the fool
For his happiness
I need to endured great sadness
Now that I lost my main support
Do I need to build a mental fort
Feeling internally so lone
It cuts me to bone
Before this date
He already taken a new mate
To continue on is going to be hard
For my heart has been Marred
How will I continue
When I see him at every venue
Not really sure
How to put up with this anymore
In my house
Starting to feel like a mouse
In a future date
Will most likely will not be a mate
In the past I was bold
Now I just feel really old
Laying in bed
Just makes me dead
I hope when wearing my main
Goes not create to much pain
I'm so sorry things went badly for you both and I hope your heart heals quickly.
I know I'm not close to you and I'm not gonna to say I have gone through the pain you are going through now.
But you are an inspiration for a lot of furs both in and out of the meets.
You are kind, gentle and simply awesome for being as caring as you have been.
I know it's looking dark everywhere you look but I know that with time things heal.
It's not a to say you will be cured meaning that you will get over this and pretend it didn't happen.
It's more like a healing a broken bone. It will heal, but it won't be at it's peak ever again.
The pain will always be there but time will dull it's blade.
You are gonna find someone that clicks with you. I can see it. I'm not gonna give you other cliches on the topic
However, I hope that you know every one of your friends, closer to far; Best Friend to Stranger, is in your corner and will have you in their thoughts during this struggle.
If you ever need to vent, I will always have my notes open :)