Well first off I'd like to say I haven't forgotten about FA, I haven't forgotten about the art I owe or the friends I've made. I know I've got a lot of catching up to do. To be honest with you it took a few days of prep to finally get back on here and talk to you guys..

A few months back I dealt with some rather traumatizing events in real life... Let's just say I was afraid to get online, I was put into a state of depression, and not only did I cut off connections with a lot of those closest to me online, I stopped paying attention to my real life friends and lost a few I swore I'd never lose. I failed all of my classes last semester but one, and now I've dropped out to get my act together.

All throughout my life I've dealt with minor forms of depression. This has been the largest, most difficult-to-deal-with slump I've encountered thus far in my life. I'd like to thank Suka for being there with me through everything. Through all of the tears, sleepless nights, and inner demons.

I've come to the realization that I can't let it run my life anymore.

For the first time in months, I've started drawing again last week. I'm pushing myself harder and harder in attempt to improve myself. Motivation has been hard to find but I've had a small handful of close friends to push me. I've forced myself to get out more, spend more time with other artists and try to get back into it. And surprisingly, I've almost forgotten how therapeutic drawing itself can be.

So I'm back, Furaffinity, and I'm willing to give anybody my cell phone number so they can call and yell at me if I'm ever gone for more than a week at a time again. I can't let go of the fandom again, not like this.

Firstly, I realize I still owe a few commissions. To my disgrace, a few small badges way back from Anthrocon. Anything that is ridiculously overdue, I am offering a full refund as well as the finished piece. I am at fault for not keeping you guys up to date, and I take full responsibility for my actions.

As far as the Orgy Sketch goes, don't worry, I haven't forgotten about it. I'll be keeping everybody up to date, and for my reference I was sure to not delete the journal with all of the references attatched.

I need to mail out some trades, I'll also be getting on that. Some things need touched up, others finished, a lot of work needs to be done but it's okay, with no school to worry about I have more time to focus on my work.

I'm also having Suka and Nif visit me sometime during the week to keep me motivated and draw with me. :)

I am okay now, though. I mean I'm still having some anxiety being online, but I can't just let my fears rule my life. I appreciate those who have stayed to watch, and those who have continued to try and get a hold of me just to say hey. I really love you guys.

So tonight, I'm scrapping everything for a new beginning. And after I get some sleep, I'll scan some things I owe as well as art I've done just to get back into the swing of things.

Again I appreciate all of your support. I'm hoping to rekindle old friendships, I really do miss everyone here.