Well...let me rephrase, I finally slept thoroughly.
For the past two weeks I've been functioning on a few hours of broken sleep
each night and it's been grating on my nerves and causing me to stress about
a ton of things...
That's a major reason why I haven't been churning out art as much as I'd like
to be. Its been affecting me wholly and my drive to draw has plummeted...

Aside from not sleeping well, I'm still nervous about going back "home" in August.
It's been eating at me but thankfully, I'll have a place to stay that isn't where I
used to live. I want to see a few people but my goal is mainly to get my stuff back
that I thought I had lost. Granted its from an old life that I'm trying to forget, but
there are some extremely sentimental things that I want to get back and have in
my life again...but there's a part of me that's telling me "it's just stuff" but I can't
let go of it. I was sent away with nothing but my clothes and my bird...I would like
some familiarity back...

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On a side note, your commissions are going to buy my feathered child a nice big
cage. When I moved, I had to put him in a smaller cage and while I leave it open
literally all the time, I feel the lack of space is stressing him out and I would like
to get him a big living space. It's been on my list of things to do for some time
now but I can now get him one with a bit more freedom than before.
So in case you were wondering what my commissions are going twards, its for my bby <3

///ces