Well I think it's true... about a year after my dad died My mom wanted to me to quit work so I could focus on my health. about a year later I've lost over a hundred pounds and am doing much better.

So with these tough economic times I figured I should get another job so I can at least bring in some more money to the house. However I don't have a license or a vehicle any more. So I've applied at every place within walking distance and no one is hiring.

I've recently applied for a position because I heard that the us census burea is hiring. I've got an evaluation test on tues day. So I told mom figuring this would be good news and all I got was attitude. then today I remembered that there is a an allowance in the license suspension rules that would let me drive to and from a job. I figured with all the local busnesses tried I might be able to use this to find someplace further away. The house has three vehicles so it wouldn't be a problem with schedule conflicts. Again I thought this was good news so I ran it past mom... "I'd have to put you on my insurance and that would cost money..." and so on and so forth...

Now how was this supposed to work... on her says so I've been out of work for over a year. I've got no income coming in and no vehicle. so If I was to get my licence back I'd still need something to drive... Am I suposed to wait for Oprah to show up and give me a car... well that wouldn't work I'd still ne insurance damn... maybe she's pay for that too.

See my thinking was If I get a job, and qualify for this work exemptionI'll have money coming in. With money comming in I'd be able to pay any additoinal charges on the insurance I could also save up to pay off my fines so I can get my license back full time. Once the fines are payed off I can save up for a vehical. and so on and so forth till I'm no longer stuck in this god damn house...

it seems like sometimes she's trying to sabatoge me though. don't get me wrong I love my mom but some times I think she doesn't want me to leave