Idiocy!
19 years ago
So, I've successfully done it again, upset a friend who did something nice. EraDragon commissioned an image, involving my mate, and one of my characters, and several others, instead of finding it nice.. I blew up like the jealous, over sensitive prick I am about some bullshit like, 'why just an extension of me, and not my personal form?' ... which is stupid, given what the theme was about...
See, the point of this is, I'm an idiot... I got mad, and vented frustrations about thing on everyone else. the reason I've not done much on commissions, si cause I'm trying to amass hours at work, and even with my coming paycheck, my brother and I are still $300 in the hole, and around here, if you don't' get the rent, then you're out. It's Las Vegas, they can afford to do that, since everyone is looking for a home. Point is, on Monday, I may end up selling much more than I want to, to have a place to live. Diago, if you're reading this, you can send me what you owe, man.. it would really help now..
I'm sorry I blew up at you Era, it was a nice picture.. and i the end, I've just alienate myself further away form everyone, like usual.
so.. I'm going to try to come up with a resolution.. in the mean time, SinisterTaz, since you didn't seem to et the e-mail, I'll send with my alternate account.
See, the point of this is, I'm an idiot... I got mad, and vented frustrations about thing on everyone else. the reason I've not done much on commissions, si cause I'm trying to amass hours at work, and even with my coming paycheck, my brother and I are still $300 in the hole, and around here, if you don't' get the rent, then you're out. It's Las Vegas, they can afford to do that, since everyone is looking for a home. Point is, on Monday, I may end up selling much more than I want to, to have a place to live. Diago, if you're reading this, you can send me what you owe, man.. it would really help now..
I'm sorry I blew up at you Era, it was a nice picture.. and i the end, I've just alienate myself further away form everyone, like usual.
so.. I'm going to try to come up with a resolution.. in the mean time, SinisterTaz, since you didn't seem to et the e-mail, I'll send with my alternate account.
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Welcome to stress. Sounds like you're in almost the same boat me and my family is in. Mortgage company is starting to foreclose on us, house goes up for sale next Friday - unless we can refinance the house in time, which would then get them off our backs for about a year so we have enough time to sell the house and pay everyone what they're wanting from us.
You might be able to qualify for some sort of assistance from the Government, I'm not sure. Fuzzy on the details when we had to go do that.
What I see is someone who is strong for their friends. And refuses any sort of support himself. Someone who would rather like something to be wrong with him, instead of any of his friends.
What I see is someone who didn't think about any of this. Era, this isn't a slander. It's trying to get badger to see there are two sides to everything, and every fault doesn't lie with him. Maybe he is a bit jealous; he definetly isn't controlling or abusive. And you know (I think(, that he is going through a lot. Maybe a asking of permission would have defused this completely. I see his point; why was a fursona of him not good enough? granted, I don't know what the point of it was; maybe I am missing something. Still, permission should always be asked.
What I see is saddening. Neither of the people involved in this should carry a grudge. this is a misunderstanding, with all the blame not on one individual. I am not going to point fingers--instead, I'm going to suggest that a simple 'sorry' be happened here.
What I see is one of my best friends needing help and understanding, not more feuds and drama.