Well, this Journal entry is about something I have told most of my friends on Skype, since day one. I am not saying that they were claiming that I was lying. I myself thought it would never happen, though, but it will.

This is also the main reason as to why I left a certain group that's related to the people that live in the country that I currently live. I have said that it is for personal reasons, and well, some of them were, but I can address the other reasons that are not so personal, and that my friends know.

First of all, here's the thing. I am going to leave Portugal. This is because a relative of mine has found an opportunity to leave this country, and she wants to take me with her, because she's seen me in grief in the past 15 years. Why grief? Here now comes some of the reasons.

1- Every person I met in this country has been nothing but a pretentious idiot. Utterly stuck up, selfish and plain ignorant. Everyone I met was phony person, and my entire family is disgusted at this.

2- Been having my life closed inside a shell, due to several trauma and experiences. From being robbed twice in two weeks, to being shot at, when I was 16. This, along with a highly discriminating, criminal and corrupt ethnic group of extremely violent, turbulent, childish, primitive and territorial people, didn't help.

3- If I have a job, I will not be able to afford a house, food, and pay the bills, because well, the minimum wage is unbearably low.

There are more personal reasons, but it's nothing related to my family. They've been the best people in my life. But I refuse to say the same about everyone else around me. I am proud to say that as soon as I step out of this land, I will throw the biggest party of my life, and I will most likely never feel homesick, as I hadn't had a life, and wouldn't have one if I stayed here.

I am not going to leave this country right away. But at least in 2 years... hopefully, I will be gone. Thankfully.

I was planning to go to the USA, but apparently, things aren't really nice there, as I have been searching more and more of what's been happening over there. So I will go along with my relative. Maybe I am heading to the Netherlands. Maybe.