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I am back, but with some discovery
11 years ago
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Hello fellow FAers.
In my recently week departure from FA, I wanted to leave to figure out how to find my artistic motivation, and I finally found out what it is: LOVE.
When something or someone in my life influences me, I get down and work with my hands to see how much I can accomplish. I feel good doing what I create because it is essentially me putting a piece of my heart on paper so people can see what I imagine.
But in recent weeks, somehow I lost that motivation and needed to find out what made my art tick. It is made through positive emotion and reactions, but without positive emissions, especially with Autism, it makes it hard for me to concentrate on what I need to accomplish.
So now my main goal is to find a way to improve my lifestyle by doing what I love, but my main task is to find out how to create positive influences so I can get back on track.
Anyways, goodnight and wish me luck.
~KB
In my recently week departure from FA, I wanted to leave to figure out how to find my artistic motivation, and I finally found out what it is: LOVE.
When something or someone in my life influences me, I get down and work with my hands to see how much I can accomplish. I feel good doing what I create because it is essentially me putting a piece of my heart on paper so people can see what I imagine.
But in recent weeks, somehow I lost that motivation and needed to find out what made my art tick. It is made through positive emotion and reactions, but without positive emissions, especially with Autism, it makes it hard for me to concentrate on what I need to accomplish.
So now my main goal is to find a way to improve my lifestyle by doing what I love, but my main task is to find out how to create positive influences so I can get back on track.
Anyways, goodnight and wish me luck.
~KB
Sometimes I'll either get sad or find a way to relieve myself of angry stress, without expressing it to my fellow workers.
In real life I'm just as normal as anyone else, but apparently that rule doesn't apply in a place like this to most people, sometimes I wish revenge on those who really hurt me, but I'm just gonna let Karma be the judge of that so they know one day they had a chance and won't get to know a nice guy like me.
I just hate building up to something and then one little thing collapses it.
I hate how people only like what people have rather than like them for who they are.
All I can say is if she's not willing to like you for who you are, then she's not worth it.
It basically caused the downfall of my art motivation, so it has been hard to get it back.