you know when you think you've gotten over something, and that it doesn't bother you at all until someone brings it up and suddenly you're hurt/angry/crying again? yeah, that's been me recently. without getting into it, there are still scars from when my pack fought within itself and I realized that these scars are still stinging even though its been almost 5 years...

I have grown though, and I feel much more equipped this time. I can communicate better and am stronger now than I was before. it's funny; I always thought that history was kind of a pointless subject, but when you look at it in the point of view of say... personal history, and apply it to actual history, it actually is really important. you learn from your mistakes, you grow up and look back with a new perspective and see what you did wrong and what you could do now should such an event occur...

just random kitty rambling.