You don't seem annoying. And I feel for how you think you have no life outside from the computer.

You are not annoying, and i don't have a life off of my computer either

No, not at all.
It doesn't make you selfish, and annoying is subjective. We all... feel that way, one way or the other. Sometimes, around us, where we live. we can't seem to be able to find people around who resembles us in the slightest, and honestly, most don't even care to try, and are too fast to cast one away. Some find those who resemble them, or just friends, online, but just cause they are online, doesn't make them any less of true, just far, but still real.
Depending on others is not a bad thing, especially if you're able to find those who care about and love you.
Loneliness leads to depression, and depression leads to everything else.
If you ever feel or need anyone to talk you, feel free to poke me.
Hope you feel better soon *huggles tenderly*

You do realize you can contact me in here anytime..... Right, J?
Seriously sweetie.... Im always here for ya! *huggies*

yeah but it was at like 1am my time