I'm in a really bad place right now... Roommate forced me into a panic attack. Kept trying to hug me while I was severely worked up over the continuing arguments he's been bringing up for the past 30 hours while I was telling him, then screaming at him to not touch me. And now I'm sitting here alone shaking and crying and completely numb. My other roommates are all asleep and the one that caused all this is out driving only God knows where... My emotions have run away leaving only the numbing darkness.