Hey guys! I've been mulling a good deal recently, and I think I've quite possibly found the answers I've been searching for!

I believe the main reason for my lack of motivation to write, does indeed stem from boredom after having written so much over the past few years. More specifically though, I believe it stems for losing the drive to write for myself.

When I began writing, it was completely just for me, mainly fap material actually. Eventually my bits of sex scenes slowly grew into proper short stories, and I decided to start writing more, and submitting my stories online, for others to enjoy. Even by this point, I was still mainly writing for me, plenty of awesome ideas I desperately wanted to see in story-form, but I'll admit, I still craved faves, watches and comments, because who doesn't love all those?

Over time though, I've grown more accustomed to my writing style, and I've also simply written most of the stuff I was super-interested in writing, and so I sort of stopped writing for myself, and what I was left with, was writing for other people. However, I just don't really get that much interest from other people, I get very few comments, especially to journals, and so with barely any communication with anyone about my work, it really knocks your want to really do any work. Why invest hours into making something for people, and then after they'd looked at it, they then just silently walk away.

This isn't a journal to be having a go at people, not in the slightest, (well maybe a bit), because it's what people are like, I myself almost -never- post comments about works I enjoy, because most people just don't feel the need to do that. I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad, and I'm not saying anyone is a bad person because of this, I'm just saying the fact that this is what happens, is pretty naff, and it's a big reason why I just don't have much reason to actually write anymore.

Because of this, my hiatus, which I think is already indefinite, is... well, even more indefinite. I don't want to put any time limit on it, and it's likely I may just never go back to regularly, or even semi-regularly posting stories on this site or any other. It's possible that I may very rarely submit something, but it would only be rarely, and that's if ever at all. I don't want to string anyone along here, and I want everyone to know that there -is- a -big- possibility of seeing no more work from me at all.

As always, I'm perfectly happy to chat about my characters/stories/series/kinks, or anything in between, either though PMs, FList, or via Skype ^^

I'll probably still be posting journals every few months, just to keep people updated about my life, should anyone really be interested, but I wanted to get this out so everyone was informed ^^

Hope you're all doing well, see ya for now!